Omg! Can't imagine that is getting more and more tiring, after two weeks of trial period. Started my early rise than usual, which is sending baby to nanny much earlier than usual, is even more tiring as I prolonged my working hours now. And I think I became more efficient, work done mostly in the morning, after lunch usually I'm free, at the moment. Soon my phD labwork gonna start, hope that I can adapt to it well. Now the trial period is wearing me out, hopefully with the same working hours, by then I already get used to it. Wanted to go for a massage but worry bout the timing, super tired, wanna get some sleeps. After a while, thinking probably getting a coffee to stay awake might be better. Do a little search on the effect of caffeine on breast milk, apparently only less than 1% go into my breast milk! I happily bought a regular cup of cappuccino (not black coffee as caffeine level is even higher) and a siew bao (a type of yummylicious chinese pastry) to pop myself in ...
It is not sacrifice if you love what you are doing. I'm a dreamer & an achiever.